I need to preface this by saying I am not responding with emotion but it could be easily read into the following post. This is not an attack on anyone it is a reflection of what is being discussed and perceived. I understand how Ted felt when watching my videos. "Use the right tools for the job," is a moto I often say to myself and about once a week I say to myself thinking "you are doing it wrong ... but why," when consuming someone's content online.
Onto the topic at handThe video in question has never been publicly listed on youtube. It was original posted on FB as an update on MY progress with diagnosing the motor problem I had been talking about on their (found here:
https://www.facebook.com/groups/zmcowners/permalink/823263171076226/ ) None of my videos I have likely ever produced are purely instructional. All of them are about me, my journey, and my process. I use a lot of sentences starting with "I" not "You" as I am no where near an authority on anything.
Side rant about my videos on youtube skip to next bold title if you wish"I had to do it this way ... I found this hard ... I found it easier to do this way ... I made a mistake," these are very common in all of the videos I produce even when trying to show someone how to do something. My videos are personal, not mechanical; they are about me.
I don't make videos for other people, I make them for myself. I am very selfish in this regard but it frees me from being perfect and worrying about likes, views, and ratings. If you found my videos informative great, if not I don't care less you have something to add which is constructive. This is how I have always strived to be when it comes to my videos.
Several times I have found myself go back and watch my own videos as they were a way for me to externalize my knowledge at the time so I could reflect on it later when doing the same task.
All I am doing is sharing with others who for some reason or another find what I do interesting or entertaining. But it has never been my goal to please anyone who would consume the content I produce because it isn't for them, it is for me.
Back on topic of the FB post which started this journey for meOn this tread I had indicated I had problems with the motor and was seeking guidance for how to remove it.
After gaining enough information where I thought I could do what I needed to do I set off to removing the motor. It took me hours because I had not been given all the variables to be able to take it off in a half an hour; something I feel I could do now. I did not stop and take notes on how to do it in the future instead I shared a video with those tracking my progress so I could reference it later. I externalized my knowledge gained up to that point for me and others who wish to follow my journey.
I had made this horrible video for those who were following my post, found here:
, and it currently has 18 views. 18 people from the owners group were interested in this topic watched the video to date and it to has never been publicly listed on youtube. I made an offhand promise I would try to produce one later which was better quality and when I do it will be about how I did it, not how you should do it.
As of right now the zero motor video has 171 views. Granted the video was also posted here for those who wish to see informing them I had originally only posted this on the FB Zero Owners Group page and thought I would share it here.
Taking my motor apart to figure out why there is play in the shaft causing the sprocket to wobble a little.
First time doing this with limited guidance so be patient with me
This is what is found in the bodies description for the video. The original title read "Taking zero motor apart for diagnosis and repair" not "HOW TO take YOUR zero motor apart for diagnosis and repair." Later this description was changed after Ted posted in horror at what I had done to the current title.
11 views came from facebook directly and 28 from EMF, 82 came from unknown embedded players. I can't say how many views this would have had if it was never picked up for critique.
last side note about me ... because it is all about me I am all for critique ... if I am doing something wrong or making a false claim I want to know. When I talk to people about important issues I make sure to have sources I can give them. "Know why you believe what you believe" is something I live by. Show me your sources so I might read them.
If you are someone who I respect because you live by similar principles I want to know why you hold a position on something I don't. I want to read your sources, understand your arguments, and further redefine my understanding of the topic so I can speak with what limited authority I have.
Those who know me think I am the smartest person they know. But I know I am just someone who values research and the more I know the more I realize I don't know. To me this is normal, to others it appears abnormal.
My same love for research extends into my other passions. Several months before buying my ninja 250 all I did was read service manuals and the wiki how to so when I got my bike I would be better prepared to work on it. When I got the bike home I stripped it down, cleaned it, tuned it, and put it back together again. Previous to this I had changed the oil on my car once.
I hunger for knowledge and if I want to learn something, or do something, I find a way to do it. This has always been a driving force in my life, in many ways it defines who I am as a person.
When I got my zero I knew nothing about how the bike worked and fumbled over many key functions in my earlier videos about the bike. But I was hungry for knowledge and I continue to hunger. This lead me to making my own wire diagram for the bike, something people normally have to sign an NDA with Zero to get for my own reference. Yes I shared it with the community but I did not just share a diagram I shared my story. I shared my difficulties, my concerns, my victors, and my process, and ultimately my triumph.
I didn't do this alone, nothing I have ever done was gained from working by myself. Without others there are no shoulders to stand on. That is another reason I share what I do, even when I mess up. And if I do something wrong I hope by exposing myself someone takes enough interest in what I am doing to reach a hand out and help me up so I can stand tall for those who wish to boost off my own shoulders. Because of this if someone is right, and I know they are right, I don't ignore them based off other perceptions I might have of them.
The videos I make are not about what they appear. To me they are about showing others "you can do something if you really want to do them," this is the essence of much of what I "produce" for people to consume. But ultimately they are just about me.
It brings me great joy to see someone wake up to this realization.
Sorry this was such a long read